https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Logical_reasoning
See specifically the part about abductive reasoning. This aspect of critical thinking should move you in the right direction and help you let it go sooner than later. Grasping at straws while ignoring mountains on top of mountains of concrete evidence might be fun to think about for a while, but there’s so much other beauty in nature to get fixated on, if only you’ll let go of obsessiveness and look outward.
I’m stuck steady sl–working all day today. Someone be a buddy and ask when the nodo’s are shipping for real real and not for play play please!