Based on your username i guess you must be the bastard operator from hell ;)

Bastard Operator from Hell

Jokes aside, your story reminds me of my own, even though i needed to take a detour to realize i would love to make money doing that stuff.

Death

I would love to hear the songs Chuck would have written about the current state of the world. Stuff like 1,000 Eyes always gets me when I hear it today.