MeetMeAtTheMovies [they/them]

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Cake day: January 18th, 2026

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  • It reminds me of how nursing homes are operated. I know so many people whose grandparents’ homes got sold to pay for their nursing home bills. My grandma went into a nursing home with a need for PT, but otherwise fully independent. She was supposed to get out in like a month. They just kept lengthening her stay. Turns out she got there, they almost immediately declared her bed bound, and put her into a room alone. By the time we pulled her out because they were trying to admit her indefinitely, she could barely talk and she never walked again. I don’t think she was even getting her PT. But she gained her ability to talk back and boy did she have some shit to say about that place.















  • if AI can exist, it will inevitably exist

    Unrelated to the question of ableism, this specifically logic that’s pushed by tech companies in general, that their decisions were inevitable and therefore there is no point in questioning them.

    Look at how modern LLMs work. They’re trained in large data centers owned by private companies using giant corpuses of data that were largely obtained without the permission or knowledge of the people who created it. Then, to use them, the weights are loaded into an amount of memory that’s out of reach for most consumer desktops and users must call into the LLM using an API. Working memory of a conversation doesn’t persist in between messages or tool calls, so the entire history must be loaded into its context window on every call. In other words, all the “learning” for these models must take place up front in training and outside of taking context into account, it doesn’t actually adjust to learn new things about the world. There are workarounds for this, of course, to simulate the experience of interacting with something that can learn, but they have their limitations and aren’t reliable yet. I could go on. Running probabilistic process on deterministic hardware is an area that we may see more work on soon.

    Every single step of that description had alternatives that would be more likely to be chosen outside of a capitalist system. They could be more eco friendly. They could be more efficient. They could be more powerful and learn from your interactions in way that persists. And a lot of these changes would delay the exposure of LLMs to the general public and see them spending longer in academia. But that would be okay because we wouldn’t have the profit motive at the center of this inflating a giant bubble that’s poised to pop and flatten the economy. Bottom line is this stuff was pushed out and hyped up well before it was ready and well before it was able to be scaled up ethically and with the working class in mind. None of this was inevitable.




  • I went back and read your previous post and I am in awe of how strong you’ve been. How much you’re being targeted currently is a testament to how successful you’ve been.

    How much training have you had on organizing? I also don’t say this to be critical, but just as observation; It seems from a cursory reading that you either did not anticipate the extent to which the administration would go in response to your actions or you did not put your organizer(s?) through an inoculation process. Please correct me if I’m wrong about that. I know there’s only so much detail you can include in a single post. It’s also tempting to think “If only I’d done more” when you’re already putting in so much work.

    I don’t know much about student organizing and its standard practices. I’m more familiar with labor organizing. But I do see you working incredibly hard to breathe life into something that others are more just participants in and I recognize that dynamic. It’s very common while organizations are just starting to get momentum and I’ve been there. Labor organizing has an advantage of being well documented and having a well-established playbook on both sides. Because of that, inoculation is less a process of looking forward and more a process of looking back. Maybe that’s not so true with student organizing?

    Regardless, I’m sorry you’re facing such a traumatic and unfair circumstance. I hope you find a way to make your organizing sustainable and healthy for you as it often chews straight through those who take it on.