My mental health is getting progressively worse and worse, and my medication can only do so much. It doesn’t help that I only see other people in person every 4 or so days because I live out in the middle of nowhere USA and only go into town when I am driven to the store by my cousin to buy myself food. If I was able to drive this probably wouldn’t be so bad, but due to a few disabilities I have I likely will never be able to drive. What keeps me going is refusing to give up until I see the fall of the US empire.
I’m sorry to hear about that. It seems like there might be options for you, but it can take time to work yourself up to it. Sometimes a solution has huge drawbacks but eventually with time they might not look so bad and the positive outweighs the negative. I’m more of a homebody and being on discords (communist discords) and talking to people there even if it’s just through text helps a lot. In time they become friends.