Yeah. I was a teen back then and I think the easiest way to process it was to just not think too much about it?
Maybe I just repressed that feeling too much since my mom and grandma were absolutely heartbroken so the only thing I could do was support them. After all this time maybe it’s surfacing :[
To me it just sounds like your subconscious feels like you didn’t take it seriously at the time, remorse as it were
Yeah. I was a teen back then and I think the easiest way to process it was to just not think too much about it? Maybe I just repressed that feeling too much since my mom and grandma were absolutely heartbroken so the only thing I could do was support them. After all this time maybe it’s surfacing :[