So…the original Lust Letter that I posted was directed at one woman. The story in the comment was about another woman. I’ve known both women for more than 15 years. The first is married, unhappily, and has a reciprocated crush on me. We’ve talked and exchanged pictures for more than 10 years but she can’t make the decision to go ahead and give me a try so it’s all just talk. She calls my cock the most beautiful cock she’s ever seen and is always interested in seeing pictures. I passed through her workplace yesterday and sent her a message that read, “Know what was at your workplace yesterday?” She said, “What?” and I sent her a picture of my erect cock followed by the Lust Letter that’s the subject of this post.

(I, by the way, am also a sex addict (diagnosed but I’ve always been skeptical) and married to a former sex addict who is now asexual (due to childhood sexual trauma years before I met her.) She has told me that I’m free to go off the farm as long as I’m discrete and the locals don’t tongue wag about what I’m doing. We shared a couple of really great threesome relationships more than 10 years ago so she’s seen me fuck other women and taken pictures.)

The second woman is a member of our circle of friends. She sent me a message out of the blue many years ago saying, “(A mutual friend) said that you would show me your cock if I asked you to. Is that true.” I said, “Yes.” She said, “Can I see your cock?” I sent her pictures and a few videos. She was married at the time. We chatted in the context of our friends circle and some of her responses to me suggested to me (an Aspie) that she was not interested in me at all. I went completely casual platonic (completely flat). She told me yesterday that she interpreted the fact that I never initiated conversations with her or really talked to her to mean that I didn’t like her. I told her that her responses to me made me think that she didn’t like me. I then gave her the whole, “Introduction to Having a Relationship with Me, an Aspie” that the doctor who diagnosed me suggested I give to people that I might end up having more than a casual friendship with. She said that she now completely understands what went wrong all those years ago. I explained my wife’s rules to her. She asked if I had to tell my wife that it was her. I explained that my wife does not want to know the details. If she asks me if I’m fucking someone I will say, “Yes.” If she asks who I will tell her that I can’t answer that. I don’t expect her to ask either question.

So, in the end, this second woman is someone that I have a very peripheral social relationship with years ago that I thought didn’t like me. I knew that she liked pictures of my cock and I was feeling happy about my weight loss and how I now have more useable cock and the fact that I thought is was looking pretty nice. She asked for pictures, I teased, then sent her a couple (one showing the head of my cock at 7.1 inches on a ruler.) She objected that she couldn’t masturbate to that pictures so I sent her another (of my erection under a pair of my new, smaller underwear which I think look really good on me and my erection.) There was some other discussion where she dropped what I would have thought were obvious hints which I treated as casual platonic because that’s what I had learned that our relationship was. Then, after thinking about it, I went back and introduced the Aspie thing and challenged her on a couple of the things she had said and asked (first, that she was no longer married, and second asking me why I reached out and if she was on some mental list of mine, and she reminded me that I had offered to get together with her to let her watch me masturbate). I told her that if the question about being on a list really meant, “Have I ever thought about fucking you” the answer would be, “yes”. I told that if she asked, “Can I suck your cock?” the answer would also be, “yes”. That started a conversation after an hour of which we had decided that we were going to fuck. She asked for a more revealing picture that she could masturbate to that evening. I sent her one. We then spent a day and a half talking about parameters and she said, “Let’s get together soon.” I said, “Should we look at our calendars?” She told me when she was available, I found three dates, one next week and two the following week, that worked and she chose the soonest one. I made the hotel reservation using my points (I have lots) and we’re set for next Wednesday evening.

Neither of these women are what I would call a, “random person”. I have relationships with both of them. I was missing things because she was hinting and I was making them to casual platonic. I needed her to be blunt of overcome that masking. She did, and were going to have sex.