My real point is on a heading down to middle.

While I’m having a marathon (and mixed playlist created by me) to Olivia Rodrigo music because of her new song “Vampire”, I got instantly attached to Billie Eilish’s another new song “What I Was Made For?”.

I am very sorry if I misuse to say I felt related to that song. I can’t describe why I somewhat like that song I now keep repeating.

Ok, I’m getting an understanding of this song lyrics (It’s about reflecting herself and her doings if I’m right). Maybe that’s why I felt related to this song. But what I really mean to what I really felt related to this song is as if I finally found a music I’m looking for “right now” to listen right now, regardless whether I felt related to lyrics or not (as in my self don’t feel related but I see other people or my closed ones feel too or could be). What I mean is I’m looking for a “current” music that can push my emotions (whether sad/music/angry/whatever) as long as it matches with the present situation I’m experiencing or I’m seeing around. Getting desired emotions from current music compatible to contemporary reality.

I mean that what I see today is what a music should sound I suppose. What’s happening right now, whether good or bad is what a current music should play.

I’m not saying I want sad music, especially I don’t like sad music because it makes me sad (of course it’s sad music). Also, it doesn’t mean sad music for this time, as current/upcoming songs can be angry or happy music, just depending on the today’s events. I mean new music is what’s happening to me or everyone else or everywhere right now.

That’s what I mean I felt related to Billie’s new song right now, so I keep repeating and included on my current playlists I’m now getting difficult to compile and complete.

Very sorry if it’s not right to post this here on popheads (it might be supposed to post on popheads circle jerk or pop culture chat I wish).